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AMY Winehouse might altar her plans to remarry to Blake Fielder-Civil - because he's been cheating on her with his secret FIANCEE.
We can reveal the singer's junkie ex-husband started romancing pretty brunette Sarah Aspin nearly a YEAR ago soon after his release from jail.
He even PROPOSED to her and talked about having CHILDREN with her... while setting up a second wedding to Amy, 26, in St Lucia next month.
The rat is pictured cuddling Sarah, 31, at a railway station rendezvous on January 7 before whisking her to a flat he bought as a love nest for them.
"We didn't even make it to the bedroom and made love in the living room as soon as we got in," says Sarah.
"I lay in his arms afterwards that night and we discussed wedding plans. We decided we'd get married on a tropical beach and honeymoon in Mexico.
"He even told me he wanted me to get pregnant. He stroked my tummy and said, 'I hope my baby is in there'."
But a couple of days later Sarah read reports Amy was planning to remarry her ex-husband, with the star cooing: "Everything feels right with Blake now."
Drugs
Sarah's dreams were shattered - and she she confronted Blake, 27, at another meeting at the flat on January 9.
"He told me, 'I am in love with you and it is YOU I want to marry'," says Sarah, a reformed drug addict. "He said he wasn't remarrying Amy. But now I reckon he's stringing us both along and I'm dumping him."
She reveals how their romance began last April when they met at a drugs rehab centre in Sheffield. Blake was sent there after release from a jail sentence for assault and trial fixing. He had split from Amy and was planning to divorce her.
"He did all the running," says the mother-of-two who was also resident at the Phoenix Futures centre, successfully dealing with her heroin problem. "I didn't want to get involved with him at first. His wife was Amy Winehouse and I could never live up to that.
"When we first met I said, 'I've been reading about you'. That broke the ice. After that we spent all our spare time together. He said he'd found his soulmate, that he loved me, as if he had known me forever. It felt old fashioned and romantic." But relationships were banned at the centre - and it was three months before they managed to make love.
"We arranged to meet downstairs in the snug at 1am after everyone had gone to bed," says Sarah. "I was nervous but Blake put me at ease. We stayed there all night having sex and talking."
Blake and Sarah met up for sex every night for the next two months. "We did it in different places," says Sarah. "One night we met in the dining room.
"At breakfast we giggled as we looked at the table where we'd had sex and someone was sitting eating cornflakes."
She reveals Blake "adored" her feet. "He had a real fetish. He would get me to wiggle my feet all the time and you could see him get excited," says Sarah.
"We both have weird sexual tastes. I like to lick his armpits. Blake likes being scratched and tickled. We had one brilliant night in the launderette. Blake lifted me up onto one of the tumbler while it was still drying and the vibrations and heat really turned me on."
As their feelings deepened, Blake proposed. "One day we were talking about our future, whether we wanted kids, marriage," says Sarah. "Then suddenly Blake looked me in the eye and said, 'You are the only person I ever want to be with again - will you marry me?'
"It was very sudden, really mad, but I had never met a bloke I felt so comfortable with and I said yes.
"I did double-check about Amy. He said they were getting divorced. He admitted they spoke on the phone and via Facebook but said he couldn't be with her, that drugs had ruined them."
Then Blake was moved to a different part of the centre as he entered the final stages of his rehabilitation.
Sarah has kept the letters he wrote her. In one, pretending to write to the centre's bosses about his romance, he wrote: "In regards to being able to marry Sarah Aspin... I feel it would benefit my recovery if instead of not being able to talk to her throughout the day, I was allowed to kiss her all over her perfect, irresistible face and body whenever I wanted.
Kitten
"We are currently enjoying the best sex of our lives complete... we feel more than ready for the responsibility of marriage and external happiness with each other."
Another, written about their wedding dreams, says: "My sweet, beautiful delicious little kitten, "Oh boy, I weely, weely LOVE you today! I'm h*** for you ALL THE TIME!! Been thinking about our holiday all day. Mebbe it'll be our honeymoon."
Sarah says she often overheard calls between Blake and Amy - but never suspected anything. She sighs: "I suppose Amy was never totally out of the picture. Sometimes she'd ring Blake while I was there and I had to be quiet.
"They would ask how each other were and that would be about it. He just wanted to get her off the phone."
But Sarah had no idea that, in August, Blake also told of his love for Amy and plans to remarry. He said in an interview: "I love her as much as ever. I want to take her out for dinner and propose again. I hope that within five minutes we'll be planning where we're next going to get married." Sarah quit rehab in September on the same day as Blake because she couldn't bear to be apart from him. They have been meeting for the past five months at his Sheffield flat.
Sarah gets the train there from her home in Leeds while he has to stay in Sheffield on licence until next month. She says: "We only had an airbed but we didn't care.
"He spoilt me and bought me perfume, handbags, and chocolate. He called me his Sazzle-pop and he was Blakey My Boy."
Sarah says Blake asked her to move in but she couldn't because of her children. She says: "I spent as much time as I could there but I had responsibilities as a mum."
So she had no idea Blake had met Amy at the flat in December as part of their reconciliation. "Once I found one of her hairpieces there, but I tried to bury my head in the sand," says Sarah.
Amy and Blake first wed in Miami in May 2007 but struggled with drugs and drink habits and were were forced apart in July 2008 when Blake was jailed. They divorced in August last year.
Sarah says: "Up until last week we saw each other every two or three days. That is why I can't believe what he's done - planned another wedding while trying to conceive a baby with me."
"I just hope he isn't giving Amy exactly the same lines - she should get out before it's too late."
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This article has 18 comments
yeah he's the image of that little runt Doherty!! As for his daliance with the other rehab woman - what a vile filth bucket she is too - anything to sell a story and make £50 for her next fix!! What a joke they all are. Amy should clean up her act conentrate on her great voice and churn out another great album and forget that Blake idiot.
By maxine.. Posted March 31 2010 at 4:46 PM.
I would not look across the street at any of these slobs. They are all miserable specimens of humanity.
By Olivia.. Posted January 30 2010 at 4:18 AM.
I am a 56year old woman,I live in Maryland,and I absolutely love Amy Winehouse and her beautiful voice!WHY in the world would she even want to waste her time with this guy? She is SO talented,and so lovely,it is a shame that she won't let him go,and find someone who REALLY cares for her.I hope she does.
By Lycrecia Scott.. Posted January 24 2010 at 9:41 PM.
very old looking 31 year old! i tell thee!!!!!!!
By m.. Posted January 21 2010 at 6:33 PM.
wow .. that was wierd.totally grossed out, but strangely .. i felt compelled to keep on reading !
By mr pink.. Posted January 18 2010 at 6:19 PM.
How could she not know he was supposed to be seeing Amy? It's been exposed in the newspapers every time there's been a meeting.
By JoannaS.. Posted January 17 2010 at 11:03 PM.
I dont understand why anyone would be interested in Blake. He reminds me of that dirty Pete Doherty. We all know what became of Amy after she met him. Amy should stick to her family, people who like her and not to users like Blake.
By kat.. Posted January 17 2010 at 6:52 PM.
Ever think that it wasn't the drugs they were addicted to? (S*x)
By Jonathan.. Posted January 17 2010 at 6:23 PM.
What is wrong with these women who love to be the door mat, is it a spell of some kind that some men think they are blessed with or something else, please inform me,, this crap happens everyday and goes unoticed, so i actually think its a good thing to see someone in the public eye where its in there face everyday and there just blind to the fact that what they feared becomes true, Amy get a grip good girl.... kevin
By kevin.. Posted January 17 2010 at 3:58 PM.
You have to admit he looks so much better in that picture with that woman then he ever did the Amy.
I have to say I'm not suprised by this either.
By Joseph.. Posted January 17 2010 at 2:41 PM.
What is wrong with these women who love to be the door mat, is it a spell of some kind that some men think they are blessed with or something else, please inform me,, this crap happens everyday and goes unoticed, so i actually think its a good thing to see someone in the public eye where its in there face everyday and there just blind to the fact that what they feared becomes true, Amy get a grip good girl.... kevin
By Canavan.. Posted January 17 2010 at 2:23 PM.
Whatever happened to that other one who he was seeing in rehab?? The pregnant one, Gilleen Morris? Surely she must of had the baby by now...If she was actually pregnant??
By Peta.. Posted January 17 2010 at 1:08 PM.
It's definitely true - birds of a feather flock together. Junkies, wino's misfits etc all seem to find solace and pleasure in each others company.
By Jonte.. Posted January 17 2010 at 11:30 AM.
Firstly.... Arm pits? Good grief!! Secondly "Amy would ring and I had to be quiet"... that would have been a pretty definitive sign that things were a bit off dear!
By KK.. Posted January 17 2010 at 11:05 AM.
Amy, Be Strong. Everything will be alright.
By penny.. Posted January 17 2010 at 5:37 AM.
He likes his women hard-faced and devoid of emotion that's for sure.
He looks like Norman Pitkin with that flat-cap.
By Mr Grimsdale.. Posted January 17 2010 at 1:49 AM.
depressing news about depressing people why do we brits give a damn about these idiots
By volokos.. Posted January 17 2010 at 12:45 AM.
"We both have weird sexual tastes. I like to lick his armpits."..................................OH DEAR GOD!!!! DO WE REALLY NEED TO HEAR THIS?????
PASS THE BUCKET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
By missy.. Posted January 16 2010 at 10:36 PM.