Jade Goody talks exclusively to News of The World about her battle with cancer, losing her hair and her marriage to Jack Tweed

Jade: I might not make it.. and I'm terrified about what will happen to my boys

Jade Goody on survival, marriage and losing her hair

By Carole Malone, 18/01/2009

JADE Goody is scared. Not of the cancer that stalks her, not of the pain that gnaws incessantly at her bones, not of the people staring at her as we walk through the hotel lobby.

She's scared because she's about to reveal to the world what cancer has done to her. Jade is bald and she's exhausted trying to hide it.

Jade Goody's emotional cancer interview - Pt 1

Now she wants people to see the ravages of this cruel disease because she says it will help her-and it will prepare them.

"My whole life I've had to laugh at myself before other people do. I've had to deal with stuff that other people have never had to deal with. It's better that I say bad things about me before others do.

Click here to read about Jade's pledge to marry Jack

"And that's why I'm doing this now. I know people will say, 'Why is she whacking her bald head out in a newspaper?'

Photos & video: Peter Powell and Brian Roberts

"But I'd rather people see it first and then have their reaction away from me-in their homes or at their breakfast tables-and not in front of me. Because that would be too hard-for me AND them.

"There's going to come a time soon when I take off my headscarf and I don't want to walk into Tesco's or wherever and have people staring at me with their mouths open.

Read: I was devastated when Katie Price criticised me

"And yes, maybe it's easier for me to do something like this because I've lived my life in the public eye. It's what I do. But I actually AM sensitive. I AM human and I want to get this over with."

And so she does. She tears off the emerald green scarf wound around her head-and I'm choked by how beautiful she is, how serene she looks, how vulnerable.

This girl we're so used to seeing shouting, laughing, is suddenly silent and awaiting my reaction. And I want to cry because I know I wouldn't have the courage to do what she just did.

And I want to hug her because she IS brave and because she DOES look beautiful. There's a maturity about her face and yes, a beauty, that wasn't there before.

Read: Docs missed killer tumour 4 years ago

I tell her she looks lovely and she laughs nervously: "Do I," she says. "Do I really? It's bad enough this disease can kill you, but it eats away at your confidence, your looks and your sexuality as well.

Pretty

"I'm fighting for my femininity here. I don't want that to sound trivial but I'm just 27 years old and even though I've got a disease that could kill me, I still want to look pretty.

"There's never a minute of any hour of any day that I'm not thinking about this cancer. There's not a second when I forget it's there. How can I? I just have to look in the mirror to remind me. But I still need to feel like a woman. Is that so wrong?

"And I don't want my kids to be embarrassed by my baldness. I don't want them to think that if you're bald you have to hide away. They need to know it's OK to be bald."

"There are so many people out there with cancer and alopecia who can't wear wigs because they have allergic reactions to them so my kids have to learn that having no hair is a part of life for some people."

Jade-whose moving videoed interview can be seen at notw.co.uk-knows that what's happening to her isn't right or fair, but then cancer is no respecter of what's fair.

I'm the only person good enough to look after the boys

It doesn't care that a young woman who's own childhood was no fairytale might want a few more birthday parties with her precious sons, a few more Christmas mornings.

At 27, she's walking down a road she's too young to be on-and she's too inexperienced to cope with what lies at the end of it. This young woman hasn't yet seen enough of life, of the world or of her sons, Freddie and Bobby. She isn't ready to die.

But, still, she talks about death like it's an appointment she may have no choice but to keep. "I have to be realistic," she says, hot tears cascading down her pale, fragile face. "I have to accept that I might not make it."

And you can see that just saying the words terrifies her. "In my head I keep telling myself that I WILL make it, that I MUST. But in my heart . . . ". She stops and looks at me with wide, frightened eyes. "I just dunno." Again she weeps.

"I try not to think about it. But how can I not? If they told me I was definitely going to die, I could prepare for that. But it's the not knowing that eats at me because I worry what will happen to my boys.

"I worry that if I'm not here they won't have the proper school blazers, they won't have shirts that fit them and they won't eat the right food. I worry they'll forget me.

"That they'll never know how much I love them, how proud I am of them, how-of everything I've ever done-they're the best of it. I don't want to just disappear and them to forget me.

Photos & video: Peter Powell and Brian Roberts

"The stupid thing is I never wanted kids. I didn't want another child to have the life I had, to grow up in a house where there was heroin and crack and where you had to wait for a Giro to come through to the door to get food or a pair of shoes.

"I never wanted to worry about not having enough food in the cupboards or enough money to buy them clothes, which is why I used to tell my mum she'd never be a grandma until I could afford to give my kids the life I never had.

"And then Freddie and Bobby came along and it was like-WOW! Motherhood was what I'd been born to do. And now I keep thinking why did God give me these boys, this happiness, just to let cancer take it all away.

"Why let me have them, why let me love them only to be tortured by the fact I might never see them grow up."

Her face crumples: "I try to be brave and jokey and optimistic about this because I know there are people much worse off than me but there are days I just want to scream: 'WILL SOMEBODY UP THERE PLEASE GIVE ME A BREAK.'

"I sit in the house at night when the boys are at my mum's and I shout and scream: 'WHY ME, WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?'

I don't want people in Tescos staring with their mouths open anymore

"It's not that I feel sorry for myself. I just don't understand why this has happened to me.

"Do you have any idea what it's like to have a doctor sit you down at the age of 27 and say 'You'd better start thinking about making a will?'

"You know I'm terrified about what will happen to my boys if I'm not here. Yes, they'd obviously go and live with their dad (Jeff Brazier) but even saying that tears me apart.

"Not because he's incompetent but because the only person who's good enough to look after my kids is me. And I say that with great confidence because whatever else I am, I'm a great mum.

"I don't want to leave my kids to anyone-not my own mum not their dad. Yes, he sees them every other weekend. But I'm their mainstay.

"I'm the one who takes them to football, I'm the one who teaches them manners and how to behave. I'm the one who tucks them up in bed every night and reads them stories. No-one else can do that like I can.

"I want my kids to have the opportunity to do everything, to have everything and to experience everything I didn't and if I'm not here who'll make that happen?"

Despite the grim odds doctors have placed on her survival, Jade has kept the truth about her illness from her sons.

"My boys don't know how sick I am," she says. "They obviously know that something is not right with Mummy because I'm bald. And they call me baldy.

"But they just think I have tadpoles in my belly. I go to the hospital to get the tadpoles put asleep. But no, they are too young to know what the word cancer even means and there is no need to put that big old word out there.

Photos & video: Peter Powell and Brian Roberts

"I'm not going to prepare a five and a four-year-old that their mummy might not be here. I'm just not going to do that."

It's the first time I've met Jade since we were in the Celebrity Big Brother house together two years ago and since the race row that almost destroyed her career.

But all that seems silly and inconsequential now compared to what she's been through since. She's still recovering from a kidney op she had on New Year's Eve.

She's had four operations in the last six months to remove a tumour in her womb the size of a rugby ball and she's had four blood transfusions.

Every bone in her body aches because of the chemo and she can't laugh without clutching her stomach because that hurts too.

I think about this cancer every single minute of the day

But even now, as she walks in the shadow of death, Jade is doing what she's always done-she's putting on a show. Once she's over the embarrassment of taking off her scarf she starts cracking jokes about her boiled egg head and going through the menopause at 27.

She jokes about her hot flushes and how she forgets everything. But then that's how this reality TV 'baby' has been weaned-to always smile for the cameras, to always be positive and to always give people value for money.

"Yes, people WILL say I'm doing this for money," she says. "And they're right, I am. But not to buy flash cars or big houses. It's for my sons' future if I'm not here.

"I don't want my kids to have the same miserable, drug-blighted, poverty-stricken childhood I did.

"If cancer has taught me anything it's that big houses aren't important, being rich isn't important. It's my sons who are important, it's being alive that's important.

"You see till now I've never valued my life. I've valued the things in it-my family, my children, my home, my job. But I've never valued just waking up in the morning. Because you never think you have to. But now I do. And if I survive this, I always will."

Jade might not have enough time left to make her mark on the world but she sure as hell is going to make the best use of whatever time she has left.

"I've made a pact with my friends," she says. "I've told them that I want one day every month from them and on that day I want us to do something together that we've never done before.

"I want us to do that thing when you stand on an aeroplane wing. I want to pole dance. I want to do a parachute jump.

Photos & video: Peter Powell and Brian Roberts

"I've always wanted to take my kids to a Third World Country. And I thought I'd have years to do that. But I might not. So I want to go now.

"I want Freddie and Bobby to help build mud huts. I want them to give their football kits to children who've never had them.

"I want to hurry up and do everything in case time runs out.

"And yes, people will be sick of the sight of me because I will be so much in their faces but I might have to squeeze a whole lifetime into a couple of years so they'll just have to understand. "

So has cancer changed her? "Oh God yes? Before this there was hatred inside me. There was anger. But it's all gone now. There's no room for it any more.

"I've forgiven my mum for what she did to me. I don't have any more hang-ups about my dad. He wasn't a good dad but he did the best he could and anyway he's dead now. I've let go of all that. And because of it I feel all new inside."

When I lived inside the BB house with Jade what struck me about her was her fierce work ethic, her love for her sons and the fact that she looked after everyone in her life -her kids, her mum, her boyfriend, her friends.

And, even with cancer, nothing's changed. Jade is STILL the strongest person in her life. She's had to be.

There's no tower of strength in the background, no-one to hold onto when the fear paralyses her, no-one to stroke her head to tell her it's all going to be OK.

Price

There's no-one to ease the burdens of her everyday life as she fights this disease because since the age of five Jade has been the carer-for a mother who was addicted to crack and a father who was addicted to heroin.

And every man she has ever loved has come at a price.

Even Jack Tweed, 21, the man she's determined to marry, has let her down. He's been in prison for the last five months for assault leaving Jader to cope alone.

"My mother does the best she can. But she doesn't really understand how sick I am," says Jade. "She doesn't understand statistics or what a '40 per cent survival rate' means.

"I love my mum with all my heart and I've forgiven her for choosing drugs over me but she's weak. She's always been weak. I've looked after her since I was five years old and I'm still doing it. I'm still protecting her from the bad stuff.

"On Christmas Day this year I cooked dinner for nine people with no help and when they'd all gone home I just cried my heart out because I felt so alone and so exhausted. I needed someone then.

I'm doing this for my sons' future if I'm not here

"And yes, Jack gets out of prison soon but I don't know if he's strong enough to cope with this either.

"I know he loves me but I'm scared about what's going to happen when he comes out because he's gone through a life-changing experience in there and I've been through a life-changing experience out here. We've gone through the hardest time in our lives- separately.

"This is a boy who's never even touched a cigarette yet in prison he's been surrounded by drugs, cigarettes and God knows what else.

"It's been difficult for him. Since he's been inside I've had four operations. I've lost my hair, I've chucked up every single night. I'm on four bags of medication, and I can't even walk upstairs any more.

"I've gone through so much without him and I'm nervous that when he comes out he won't be able to handle it.

"His mum told me she's been warned he might get depressed because when prisoners are released it's all a bit of an anti-climax. As selfish as it sounds, I thought, 'How dare he even think about getting depressed'.

"He can't get depressed when he's free and I have cancer. And I'm thinking if he does he'll give me grief over silly things-like a daft text or someone saying something they shouldn't, well I won't have that any more.

Photos & video: Peter Powell and Brian Roberts

"There's no room in my life for that silliness or those rows."

Jade Goody's life has been like a REAL LIFE version of the movie The Trueman Show.

This is a girl whose entire adult life has been lived in the glare of the cameras, a woman who's every feeling, every thought, every fear has been played out in a media that has been both cruel and kind-not always in equal measure.

The only difference between her story and The Trueman Show is we have yet to discover if hers has a happy ending.

"You know what I want my happy ending to be?" she says. "When I'm well I want to go and live in Australia where I'll train as a dental hygienist.

"I want my boys to walk to school every day in their flip-flops and shorts and I want us all to wake up every morning to the sound of the sea.

"People might think that's a little dream but it's what I've wanted my whole life. Don't get me wrong-I've loved my job, I've loved people I've met.

"I've made the most of my opportunities and I've learned from my mistakes. But there comes a time for everyone when they have to hang up their boots. And that time is coming for me.

Click here to read about Jade's pledge to marry Jack

"I want to be rid of the stress. I want to be rid of the dramas. And if I have to walk away from everything to be happy-then I will.

"Because I want to live my dream. And if this disease lets me-that's what I'm going to do."

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It is sad to know all this that you are dying but again its a lesson to all. could she have known it earlier, she could have lived to see her boys grow, I feel sorry for and God bless her and her family.

By B gongolo.. Posted March 28 2009 at 8:04 AM.

RIP NOW OUR BEAUTIFUL JADE

We fell in love with you the first time me met
Your smile, was so contagious
Every time we see you, you turn our frown into smiles
There is not one sad face when you come around
But laughter for days and not a frown
R.I.P now our beautiful Jade.

Jade we will miss you so
In the hearts of many you will continue grow
With laughter and tears we love you so
Then here and now the love for you will stay
R.I.P now our beautiful Jade.

Jade you are beautiful and always will be
In spirit now with the angels as we all can see
You are the flowers that will always bloom
You are the courageous woman we all desire to be
And we are so grateful that you show us what good mothers we can be.
R.I.P now our beautiful Jade.

The things you have been through
Some will not be able to fathom
You have been an inspiration
And always will be
And as legend you have lived
For all of us to see
The lives of many you will save
And many more for years and years
The legacy you left will live on years after years
And never to be forgotten
R.I.P now our beautiful Jade.

We Love you so yes we do
NOW R.I.P OUR BEAUTIFUL JADE.

By Valerie Marks for Mrs. Jade Tweed

By Valerie.. Posted March 23 2009 at 7:03 PM.

R.I.P JADE GOODY... We love you very much and all sympathy goes out to family and espeacially bobby and freddie, and mother jackie. God is with you JADE and also family watching and also guilding.

By Crystal.. Posted March 22 2009 at 9:53 PM.

jade we know how cancer is really bad sickness
and we know wot you have been frew well most of wot you have been frew
we no that you have been a good mummy :)
and a good wife
and a good person
well done jade
xxxx

By racheal wall.. Posted March 22 2009 at 10:06 AM.

i really admire how strong jade has been because she just reminds me of my mum who recently passed away from cancer on feb 20th this year... its amazing how jade is gettin on with things just the way my mum did till last minute kept smiling and never lost the hope of life

By nafeesa ashraf.. Posted March 18 2009 at 1:24 PM.

hi jade,
i have been reading all the papers about you and its made me cry.
i cant believe what your goin through i would never be able to do wat ur doing.what a brave girl u are goin through all this.i no your only fighting this for ur life but mostly bobbie and freddy. i wish you all the best.

By kika.. Posted March 17 2009 at 8:22 AM.

jade you are the bravest person i know you will be truly missed when your gone your boys are gorgeous you are my inspiration i make my own celebration cards and all of the money i get selling them is going to go to the macmillan nurses to say thankyou for helping the most inspirational person going.....jade goody

By Lou Wadsworth.. Posted March 13 2009 at 12:30 PM.

Jade - not many women look good bald but you look fab!
Don't worry - your boys WILL always know how much you loved them &will remember how you made them feel - that's the most important thing of all.
I'm sure that at their ages they will keep the memories you've made with them forever - at 4 and 5 they are like little sponges & they will have soaked up all that love you have lavished upon them & it will go with them through life.
You are an amazing strong woman and you are helping many women even now which is an amazingly unselfish thing to do.
Lots of love to you xxxxx

By alison.. Posted March 2 2009 at 1:01 PM.

Jade,
I have 2 little boys as well almost the same age as your little angels- my mum died when we were very young from cancer but I want you to know that to this day 30 years later we still remember her strenght and her love for us and your little angels will also. You are a fantastic person and I can tell you I pray for you everyday and please god you will go to Austrailia- god bless you and ease your pain but always remember your cookies will always love you and you are an amazing mum I take my hat off to you! Keep it up lovely girl and whatever happens it will all work out well with much love

By avril.. Posted February 26 2009 at 7:52 PM.

JADE,JESUS LOVES U AND HE'S GONNA SEE U THROUGH.

By VICTOR COKER.. Posted February 26 2009 at 6:45 PM.

Jade do not give up. Please!!!

By Ned.. Posted February 25 2009 at 12:41 AM.

hi again a wud just like to say jade i am doin a card for u morra in school and i am goin round all of the classes gettin pupils to sign it and then i am gettin a poem and stickin it in and then puttin a pic of u on and the most bueatiful one of u.

By sean kirsopp .. Posted February 24 2009 at 9:02 PM.

jade a have always been watchin u on bb and when u walked into the bb house it lit up a wish i cud meet u one day and your kids and i have to say the little one is so like u the face the eyes even the lips u look fantastic
and a wish i cud have been it your big wedding and am sure we will all miss u i will i no that
so all i wud like to say is am sorry you have cancer and a really feel for u

By sean kirsopp.. Posted February 24 2009 at 8:58 PM.

hi there love, i can remember you from big brother in the uk, and alot of silly things happened in that show, however i cant begin to imagine your pain, so i want to say this to you, just remember your a a lovely person, despite what people might have said in the past. you are a fabulouse mum, and beautiful smile, so infact you are leaving beautiful memories behind, your smile, great sense of humour, laughter, the boys, the jokes, the fighting, wasnt all bad, i had a wierd childhood which i never speak about, but looking at you i have strengh to talk about it now, and i feel uplifted, not in the dark anymore, so yes you are lovely and you inspire me a millions of others, you will always be remembered fora long time, your sons will makesure your never forgotten, so please. dont be hurting anymore and take this time to enjoy and forget about all the bad things, and concentrate on the boys and making thier little faces light up. from morning all the way through till they say, "goodnight mum, love you!!!"

By sam.. Posted February 24 2009 at 9:31 PM.

Your such a brave lady, i think a lot off u and so do millions more people darl forget about the people that are saying stuff there nothing your boys will be prode off u, your a really good pearson darl you keep fighting xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

By rachael appleton.. Posted February 24 2009 at 4:31 PM.

hi Jade (Mrs Tweedy)
congratulations on your wedding, im sure a great time was had by all, wishing you both the very best
thinking of you good luck with your treatment this week be postitive lots of love and xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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chris

By chris.. Posted February 23 2009 at 10:53 PM.

hi jade hope u had a fantastic day iwish u the very best i pray for u and hope u will pull thru i read somewhere that aman ate seaweed and the cancer passed thru him please try it it could work for u iwill still pray and god works in misterious ways all the best and keep your chin up lots of love linda from woodfordxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

By linda collison.. Posted February 23 2009 at 5:02 PM.

Jade - I Love YOU BUT GOD LOVES YOU MORE!

By MJas.. Posted February 23 2009 at 1:24 PM.

Congratulations Mrs Tweed! You’re are a Spechial sttunning woman (even without hair!) and a strong and loving mother who’ll be remembered all the time you have oly just a few days left.=( Dont be scared because im tounching wood and ive got my fingers crosseds that there might be a mirrical that you will fight thhis cancer and you will be able to have just a wonder full like keep stong and you will be alwaysed remembers by me and if some people forget about you ill make shure that yuwill never be forgotten you wonder full jade.=)
Millions of hugs and kissed.=) Jsck Parker. x x
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By Jack Parker.. Posted February 23 2009 at 12:24 PM.

I hope you had the wedding of your dreams and that
you can make the most of your last few weeks or days with your boys. I wish you all the happiness for you and your family. Keep strong.....

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By Ella.. Posted February 23 2009 at 9:18 AM.

Congratulations Mrs Tweed! You’re are a beautiful woman (even without hair!) & a strong & loving mother who’ll be fondly remembered. I’ve wept over your situation. It’s unfair yes, especially so young – so sorry. I’m glad you mention God in your interviews and also wanting your dear children to know Jesus – they will be in my prayers. I hope you understand that even though this has happened to you it doesn’t mean God doesn’t love you – that’s a terrible misconception. We can’t prevent the bad things life throws at us (if we are honest, SOME of it comes from our own bad choices so we shouldn’t just blame God!) but we can choose HOW we deal with it. God is gracious and if you look to Him He will be there for you. Some may will disagree with the approach through the media but I think you have a good heart and if you’re heart has accepted Jesus then I would encourage you to speak out about it so that the world will get a glimpse of the peace it brings. When I lost my Mum 7 years ago this gave me comfort:1 Thesalonians 4 v 13. Jade, if you’ve not yet accepted Jesus then pray this short prayer: "Jesus I believe you are real please come and live in my heart and forgive me for all the wrong things I have done. Amen". John 3 v16 says: "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son that WHOSOEVER believes in HIM WILL NOT perish but have everlasting life.” I hope to see you in Heaven one day!

By Ellen.. Posted February 23 2009 at 2:00 AM.

Jade, you have been soo brave, you are an amazing mother to your lovely boys, and they will grow up knowing that you loved them dearly. Congratulations on your wedding day, i hope you have a ball. You are in my prayers, god bless.

By jillian x.. Posted February 22 2009 at 11:16 PM.

Jade is one amazing girl who has been through the mill and back, she is an inspiration, I was deeply shocked and saddened to hear her sad news "CANCER" then to find out she has only weeks to live, I have shed many a tear going through the motions. Five years ago on February 9th. I lost my best friend to cancer it was not a pretty sight. I wish someone would come up with a medical cure, families shouldn't have to suffer watching a loved one die through this illness. Jade will be sadly missed by many.

By Anne.. Posted February 22 2009 at 11:55 PM.

you are a very brave woman
keep fighting we all know you can do it. you have give so much awearness to all women
all our thoughts and love are with you and your family

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By andrea.. Posted February 22 2009 at 10:46 PM.

you are an inspiration to so many people,
you are a fantastic mum and you have achieved so much keep strong and keep smiling we love you xxxx
you can get through it.

By beverly.. Posted February 22 2009 at 9:42 PM.

my thoughts r wiv u n ur family jade ! god bless u !

By sandy.. Posted February 22 2009 at 8:54 PM.

All the best to you Jade. You are clearly a strong woman and I, and so many others, believe that you can fight this horrific disease. I sincerely hope that your wedding was everything that you wanted it to be and more, you deserve it. Your sons' are so lucky to have you in their lives, and you look beautiful.
Get better soon - they are the only words I can say, just believe that I am sincere when I say them.

Good luck and all the best.
xx

By Lauren... Posted February 22 2009 at 6:49 PM.

keep brave for your boys. My thoughts are with you.

By Carla.. Posted February 22 2009 at 6:25 PM.

keep brave for your boys. My thoughts are with you.

By Carla.. Posted February 22 2009 at 6:21 PM.

Dear jade, congratultions on your wedding day, was as beautiful as you are.your one of britains finest.you are a pilgrim, one in a million.all the very best.you deserve an award "best mum" thinking of u always.ur our english rose. xXx xXx xXx

By Sally-Ann Poole.. Posted February 22 2009 at 5:21 PM.

well done hun. feel our arms around u n feel all the love. u r our "joan of arc" girl now this day is done. you've shown us all the way to go a true n loving mum. with u all the way. xxxxx

By Sylvia Poole.. Posted February 22 2009 at 5:15 PM.

HOPE YOUR HAVING A FANTASTIC DAY
ENJOY IT JADE
THINKING OF YOU & YOUR BOYS
X

By keri.. Posted February 22 2009 at 4:37 PM.

Hi jade

good luck on your big day

enjoy it cos you deserive it

keep fighting ,,you can beat it

all the best
ian

By ian.. Posted February 22 2009 at 4:29 PM.

hi jade

best of luck to day enjoy it cos u deserve it

keep fighting ,, u can beat it

all the best :)

By liam morey.. Posted February 22 2009 at 4:23 PM.

it is so sad that people have a go at someone who is trying to make her kids life abetter one than she had. if she does this they will not be a burden to the state . and the way jade is doing it can only be a good thing. it show how someone can do so much in so little time. its a shame id vote for to run the county she can't do any worse than what we have got now with mps robbing us legally when we are in this state. i take my hat of to you jade god bless you

By nigel sheehan .. Posted February 22 2009 at 3:07 PM.

You have been so brave jade
i remember when i meet you on my holiday you was lovely and your boys are so cute and funny.
i do hope you can fight throught this , it is so upsetting seeing you so unhappy.
jack is so sweet to you and so nice
i really hope he stays and looks after the boys.
your mum is great and so is everyone else looking after you. everyone will miss you
i hope you had fun on your wedding day.
your beauitful and don't let anyone tell you wrong.
you and jack have a good relationship and don't let anyone get in the way of that
i hope you pull throught this and be with your boys and jack
wish you all the best

By Charlotte.. Posted February 22 2009 at 2:48 PM.

I can't believe how people can be so cruel,i wouldn't wish this disease on my worst enemy.You go get em Jade,have a wicked day & enjoy it,have a drink on us. ha! love 2 u all. xxxxxxxx

By Zoe hughes.. Posted February 22 2009 at 2:34 PM.

thinking of you at this momet,, hope you have a nice day on your wedding day,, i know what your going though because my nan had it,, i will hopefuly i will get back to you,, keep your head up high,, we will be thinking of you alot,, you will be sadly miss by us,, can't wait to see your wedding photos,, i bet you look nice in your lovely dress today,,i saw a picture of your wedding cake it looks very trendy,,hope your very happy i will email you later,, love from hayley xxxx

By Hayley .. Posted February 22 2009 at 1:41 PM.

God is great my friend..as we all know by now when we go shoping we pick out the best fruits....and that is what happen..you are pick by the one who loves you the best..and that you will be in a better place looking down on your boys..God bless you and family..

By Morisa Fleming, from Pennsylvania 7.37am feb22.2009.. Posted February 22 2009 at 1:19 PM.

good luck to jade and jack on their wedding day.. hope you both have a damn good day.....

i find it hard to believe that anybody would want to say anything bad about a lady who is going through hell at the moment with her illness and with the thought of leaving her two beautiful boys.... if people can't think of anything constructive to say then don't say anything...

Jeff, we all know you are the biological father of these two boys and in time they are going to lose their mum....... that's sad....... but just think how much sadder they are going to be if they have to lose their grandma and Jack too....... these two people have also played a big part in the boys' lives.. Don't cut them out of the boys lives,,, keep them all in contact and if needs be you make the rules of who sees who, when they see them and for how long....

God bless you all.... thinking of youxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

By jenny.. Posted February 22 2009 at 1:04 PM.

hay jade
i hope you have a lovely day today i wish you an your family well, take care jade this couldnt have happend to an nicer person,

By emma quantrell.. Posted February 22 2009 at 11:24 AM.

Jade, I wish you all the best. I hope this is all a bad dream and you can recover. Good luck and a lot of courage.

By Mika.. Posted February 22 2009 at 10:11 AM.

Looking at your pictures, you look like an angel coming from above, the puritiy and serenity in your eyes, the maturity you show and the strenght you ve shown to the world is magical and your boys will be very proud of you!!
I can only wish you to keep fighting and keep believing in life, you are indeed an inspiration to all

I hope today will be a beautiful day for you and Jack and your little boys!

By Cat.. Posted February 22 2009 at 7:52 AM.

There is a beauty, a softness, a femininity and serenity in her face, and such depth in her eyes, that we never saw before. I could stare at her picture for ages - she`s a stunner.

By sarah h... Posted February 22 2009 at 3:24 AM.

dear jade, i think you are a remarkable inspiring lady. i lost my grandmother to cancer back in 93 and i myself due for a smear later that year, i put it off time after time after time because i was frightened and to this day still am, but since reading on whats happening in your life, im going to put all my fears aside and get one done. ive got 2 beautiful daughters 15yrs, and a 5month old to think about.
i really hope you get to walk down that aisle tomorrow and have a beautiful day.
you are truely amazing, and a good mother always puts their children first just exactly what your doing, however your going about it, your doing it for your boys, and they will be so proud of you.
so comeon people please give this lady a break, she deserves it.
so goodluck jade and jack on your wedding day.
my heart goes out to you and your family, i wish you well, and by the way jade you look lovely without the hair, you truely do.
i pray for you, love tracy and family xxxxxx

By tracy.. Posted February 21 2009 at 11:39 PM.

I am sorry for what jade is going throught she is realy brave younge lady for what she is doing for her boys and ther future is great i will always remmember you what eva happends to you because you was so strong going through this.you are an insperation to others in your condition.
Love Kate Ady Caroline Liam Philip & Shelley
x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

By Kate.. Posted February 20 2009 at 4:22 PM.

Keep fighting Jade, you can still beat this.have a wonderful wedding. Looking forward to seeing the pictures.

Lots of love
Lucy

By lucy Harris.. Posted February 20 2009 at 10:47 AM.

Dear Jade,
keep coping - with the dignity and courage you have shown over the last year.

May you have the wedding of your dreams and I hope you find the peace and love to make whatever comes next more managable. Never think you havn't done enough or achieved enough - your boys will be so proud of what you achieved.

God bess you and keep you safe

Moira

By Moira Loake.. Posted February 19 2009 at 10:31 PM.

JADE
You have really touched my heart dear
Jade,
Your life has not been in vain.
As a mother with loving children,
I can really feel your pain.
How courageous and brave you have shown yourself to be,
You really are a true inspiration,
For us all and the world to see.
Your spirit your fight for life has humbled me to my knees,
Because the problems we think we have,
Are nothing compared to your pleads.
You’re an ambassador to all those people who have suffered the same fate?
So hold your head up high GIRL,
Show the world what life has put on their plate.
People can be cruel through their ignorance and what they say are carless,
But what we really need is educating and full awareness.
So as I leave you with theses parting words I say,
I wish you, your husband to be a very special and beautiful wedding day!
God bless you
Written by

Leanne Lennox

By Leanne Lennox.. Posted February 18 2009 at 11:46 PM.

I'm so sorry! Our life on this world is only short-lived and I pray you overcome this shock and are at peace. You my dear are one brave, loving and beautiful human being. I pray God gives you the strength and the knowledge to accept death. One may enter this world crying but it's entirely in ones hands to leave this world laughing! Don't worry, your kids will be looked after by the one that looks after all his children. God will protect, nurture and sustain their lives like he does for everyone. You have and continue to do your duty as a wonderful mother, this is your love. But we must remember we are all co-passengers in a train and nothing more, all but a few of us get attached, but each one of us has to depart sooner or later so try and detach and move on when you are ready...this is the ultimate truth we all have to encounter without choice.

God bless you and your family!

By Manny.. Posted February 19 2009 at 12:06 AM.

god bless you...congratulation..for your weddin...enjoy the time u have with your boys....i wish i could meet you...you r amazing person..... GOD BLESS U WITH ALL MY HEART..XXXX

By susan.. Posted February 18 2009 at 11:08 PM.

What an amazing person, to open her heart to the nation and tell everyone how she really feels about this awful thing thats about to ruin her life. I really do think she is a fantastic person and as a 17 year old girl i feel she has made me fully aware of what things can do to you, and im sure for many other girls my age who think the same, thank you as ill sure be having checks regularly. I dearly hope you have as much time left as possible with your boys Jade + something like this shouldnt have happened to you. I wish you all the love and happiness with your wedding on sunday, and forever. xx

By Katie Woods.. Posted February 18 2009 at 10:53 PM.

Dear Jade,
I was very sorry to here of you sickness, I think you are very brave. I would like to pass on these words of encouragement, God promies to be with us in our time of needs. And it reads-

23rd Psalm
The Lord's my shepherd, I'll not want;
He makes me down to lie
In pastures green; he leadeth me
The quiet waters by.

My soul he doth restore again,
And me to walk doth make
Within the paths of righteousness,
E'en for his own name's sake.

Yea, though I walk in death's dark vale,
Yet will I fear no ill:
For thou art with me, and thy rod
And staff me comfort still.

My table thou hast furnished
In prsence of my foes;
My head thou dost with oil anoint
And my cup overflows.

Goodness and mercy all my life
Shall surely follow me;
And in God's house for evermore
My dwelling-place shall be.

God bless you and your family.

Roletta

By Roletta.. Posted February 18 2009 at 5:26 PM.

jade u look beautiful!! you have touched so many ppl!! just want to say keep strong.especially for your 2 beautiful boys!!!
and people who want to say nasty things about jade are just unbelievable and heartless,she is doing this for her boys not herself!!!
my thoughts are with you and your family
xxxxxxxxx

By katy p21.. Posted February 17 2009 at 10:48 PM.

i really dont know what 2 say 2 u, i ave a 3 year old boy. i will pray for you jack & ur boys. take care hope the wedding goes magic, & u will look like a princess. michelle xx

By michelle.. Posted February 17 2009 at 8:51 PM.

To Jade you are on my mind constantly and my heart goes out to you and your to beautiful young boys and your brave husband to be.I wish there was some sort of cure to this nasty illness you have.You are a lovely person and you do not deserve this you had your whole life ahead of you and i hope by chance that somone somwere finds a amazing cure and gives you your live back.all our love and hugs JADE keep your chin up babe xxxxxx

By Tina and family.. Posted February 16 2009 at 10:18 PM.

Jade you have touched so many peoples hearts.. Words cant even describe the true beautiful funny woman you are! xxx KEEP ON SMILING XX Your boys will be the proudest boys ever having you as their mum and role model.. x

By sarah.. Posted February 16 2009 at 10:10 PM.

jade ur so gorgous and if i had a magic waund id make u betta. take care x x x

By lucy.. Posted February 16 2009 at 9:39 PM.

Keep smilin angel, you keep goin the way u are, your an amazin person, do what u have to to set your boys up for life, your a true fighter x

By james donghue.. Posted February 16 2009 at 9:33 PM.

Jade

Where do you find your strength? I have no idea how I would cope if I were in your position. You have had to cope with more in a few months than most people have to manage in a lifetime and I really admire you for that. You carry on doing whatever you can to ensure a safe and secure future for your boys, and don't worry about what other people say. If you have the strength to carry on sharing your story with us, then please do, you are an inspiration to us all. Take care, good luck and don't stop fighting. x

By Trish .. Posted February 16 2009 at 9:55 PM.

Hi Jade (and family) Words can not express my feelings and sadness of your news, you are so brave keep fighting honey. My prayers and thoughts are with you and all your family especially your boys (I have two of my own) I agree with everything you re doing for them. Bless you sending hugs and wishes. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Good luck on your wedding day, enjoy and have fun you deserve it !

By Lynn Kent.. Posted February 16 2009 at 8:36 PM.

I can't stop crying when I think about what you are going through...I have a son of my own and cannot begin to comprehend how you must feel, I think you are brilliant, always have done and you should say up yours to the people who have nothing better to do with their sad little lives than to sit and slate you. I am so sorry for everything you are going through and although this will probably bring no comfort to you I wish you well for the future you have and for your precious boys. Also want to say thanks as your story has inspired me to enter the Race for Life to try and raise even a tiny bit of money to attempt to find a cure for this evil disease xxx

By Jay.. Posted February 16 2009 at 8:58 PM.

Who needs hair when you look like Jade, almost angelic; words fail me, tears flow, but you make us women proud to be women. Brave Jade. God bless.

By Sheila, Glasgow.. Posted February 16 2009 at 8:53 PM.

Dear Jade
so sorry to hear about your illness, i cant imagine what you must be going through, or your family. I just wanted to write and wish you all the very best on your wedding to jack, you do what you want, and need to do and ignore what other people think or say. your boys will never forget what a great and caring mother you are. nor will all the people you have touched one way or another
god bless you xxxxx

By chris.. Posted February 16 2009 at 8:53 PM.

hello my darling i just want to tell you keep fighting your a soldier! and you will fight this!! keep strong we love you!! x

By poppy.. Posted February 16 2009 at 8:44 PM.

Dear Jade, My prayers are with you and your family.
Keep fighting
Lots of love xxxx

By lynne.. Posted February 16 2009 at 6:42 PM.

ONE FAB LADY-you go girl,and show that cancer your a fighter jade,you,ve touched the soul with that frank interview,it takes a real person to tell it all from the heart,i am so wishing you wellxx

By sarah newell.. Posted February 16 2009 at 7:02 PM.

Jade, your strength and bravery is an inspiration to us all, and particularly for those whose lives have been touched by cancer (and unfortunately there are many). We wish you as much happiness as you have time for and may the Angels shine light over your sons for what difficult times may lay ahead. x

By Tanya.. Posted February 16 2009 at 7:18 PM.

My thoughts are with you Jade, Keep fighting girl xxxxxx

By Sara Lickfold.. Posted February 16 2009 at 7:17 PM.

im sat here speachless,you are one brave lady,i dont think i have the courage that you have jade,you are a true inspiration to everyone,and i wish you jack and the boys a lovely day,oh and im sure you will outshine jordan,i used to think she was nice untill her sad comments,pass her your shoes babe and im sure she would do exactly the same,afterall she is a mother 2,im thinking about you always you are one tough cookie babe enjoy your wedding,have a great day you deserve it,love to you and your family xxxxxxxxx

By traceyATKINSON.. Posted February 16 2009 at 6:24 PM.

There was i sitting worrying about money, mortgages, bills etc... u have put everything into perspective girl, may god bless u and keep you and your family safe.

By bubles.. Posted February 16 2009 at 5:46 PM.

There are no words enough to say that what you are going through is so unfair but I found these words very comforting when I lost my mum (2008) keep smiling for your boys and they will never forget you, god bless Jadex

Dont grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God has laid you see, I took his hand when I heard him call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day, to laugh to work to play, tasks left undone must stay that way I found that peace at the close of day. If my parting has left a void then fill it with remebered joys of friendship shared, a laugh a kiss oh yes these things I will so miss Be not burdened with times of sorrow I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow My lifes been fun I savoured much good friends good times a loved ones touch Perhaps my time seems all too brief dont lengthen it now with undue grief lift up your hearts and peace to thee God wanted me now he set me free
God bless Jade my thoughts are with you

By Mrs Sharon Thornton.. Posted February 16 2009 at 5:18 PM.

Never cared for Jade before based on the little I saw on reality TV etc., but I'll pray for her, and hope you get a miracle. We're all equal, and should stand united, in the face of something like this.

By dj.. Posted February 16 2009 at 5:00 PM.

Jade you are so brave its amazing your coping with the news brilliantly. Especially the fact that you are holding it together just for your beautiful children IS.......beautiful!!!

At such a young age she has to go through this and put all her ambitions and everything she hoped to with her kids in her life time now in just 'months'.
I really do hope a miracle pops up and she is healed, because she deserves it.

And all you heartless people who still give nasty comments like that shouldn't judge people the harsh way you do!

BYE......Xxx Xxx!!!!

By Saneea Khan.. Posted February 16 2009 at 1:10 PM.

it is a very sad thing when a person develops cancer. and most of the time its the good people who get it!!! Jade, yours boys won't forget you, your their mummy and they will remember that for the rest of their lives wheather you get through this or not!

By Keighley smith.. Posted February 16 2009 at 12:51 PM.

Dear Jade ,my prayers are with you and your family ,you are an inspiration to all .
I pray you have a wonderful wedding to the man you love so very much and may God grant you a well deserved miracle .
Hugs from someone who cares.

By kate.. Posted February 16 2009 at 12:34 PM.

such a brave brave lady an inspiration to us all....i was so scared of goin for a smear but after reading ur story i am booked in for 1 2day am dreading it like most women but it needs to be dun by every woman now please dont leave it too late, jade i hope u have the wedding day u so deserve an though ur time with jack is like a ticking clock please enjoy the time u both have now, ur lads r so beautiful an u have done them proud an they have will b looked after so well an they will never ever forget u hun, every time i read ur story i break down crying as i lost my dad to cancer 16months ago an this story reminds me so much of him now, i know u will look after ur children from up above an u wont let any harm come to them, my thoughts r with u all at this sad time god bless u jade u r a beautiful lady u may have made mistakes but people shud forget this an forgive as they wud to any1 else its all past now an this is future xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

By sue orr.. Posted February 16 2009 at 12:07 PM.

Ino how it feels But people just dont understand how emotional it is to have cancer . x

but i Think it is horrible x
And it is
x
We All dont want u to die Because Ur So Pretty Aswell x
And its so hard to explain to you'r kids i understand x
So
Get better Soon hunn x
Wish ur still here x ! :D
LOVE X
sophie x

By sophie .. Posted February 16 2009 at 11:46 AM.

Keep fighten jade.. i cant imange what ur going through... just grab on to all the love were sending u and stay strong... we love u.. thanks for being u love you always

By keith brueton.. Posted February 16 2009 at 10:19 AM.

Jade, I am amazed how brave you are, I would have given up, I admire your courage, There are no words that I can say to make it go away, because we have to face this untimely world in our own way.
All I can say is I love you Jade, Be brave and God Bless You.

By Jennifer Spring.. Posted February 16 2009 at 11:15 AM.

Stay stong, think positive and fight; you know you can do it. God bless x

By Yvonne.. Posted February 16 2009 at 12:41 AM.

stay strong jade,my toughts are with you.iam sending you prayers and positive vibes...
peace

By vasko.. Posted February 15 2009 at 11:31 PM.

jade if you make money from being in the public eye then do so.your not gunna turn it away r ya!who bloody would!? it doesnt take a bloody genious to realise that thanks to you going public,there will surely be a hell of a lot more concern to symptoms of cervical cancer,a lot more women attending smears,and alot more lives saved.dont be made to feel crap or guilty by the ''inbreds'' that have left these sick comments.the reason why other sufferers dnt get attention is obvious bcoz there not in the spotlight but i can guarente u all that if any1 of them were made to b in the spotlight every1 wud certaianly still send prayers and wishes.there are mor good people out there than bad!jade i swear u fight this enemy in u babe bcoz the love u have for those kids is so much bloody stronger than satan can deal with!!hope and faith jade!ur a star babe cmon u can do it i beleive in you! the lords with you as is the world!!!!!!!

By claire.. Posted February 15 2009 at 10:09 PM.

Don't give up jade, i just want to cry when i here what your going through, you have to be strong girl never give up there has to be help out there for you. you are a very special girl and don't ever forget it. I don't normally pray but i am praying for you.XXXXXXXX

By karen stephenson.. Posted February 15 2009 at 9:54 PM.

Hi Jade. I was so close to were you are now. I missed so many calls to have a smear. I am ok now and I cannot imagine for one moment how you cope especially with your boys. Your boys are blessed to have such a special mum. I think life is so unfair but you have made your mark on this world and not only will your boys never forget you the world wont. I cry and pray that that this does turn around for you and is one that us women can say YES!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

By Annie.. Posted February 15 2009 at 9:46 PM.

Hi Jade, I know what your going through sweetie because I was diagnoes with terminal cancer in October after being told that I have had it for 5-6 years and was ignored, just like you but despite all the negativity your doctor is not God. Only he can decide how long you have I know that you are ill and that you have been praying but keep beleiving in a miracle and if it is God's will he will heal you so that you can live with Jack and the boys. I have a 3 year old boy myself and things are not looking good for me but I know that Jesus is on my side, I am 22 and beleive that if God wants to take me home to glory then that is ok eith me but I would love to see my son grow up. I know everyone is telling you to stay strong but honey you must even when they say there is no hope keep strong because you and Go will fight this treatment just helps in God's process but I beleive that you will be better and you will livve on in God's name and have the family you have always dreamed of. I have always been a fan but I beleive that we are very alike, for instane I had a good home life but was bullied badly at school I got over that and met my partner but you know what boys are like it took him a while to grow up and only now since our little boy have we both grown up and we are planning to marry in July. See, we seem to have a lot in common and I beleive that God will work for us both. Keep beleiving sweetie, loadsof love and hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

By Rachel Cook.. Posted February 15 2009 at 9:22 PM.

Hi jade i have just finished reading about your recent news,i'm so sorry ,i feel as if i know you and i think you are a remarkable person and a wonderful mum.you have helped so many people including me by allowing us into your life at such vulnerable time(i have just had my smear test done which i kept putting off) i don't have the results but you may have saved my life by sharing your experience with us.you deserve to secure your boys future by whatever means necessary no matter what other small minded people say, your boys will never forget you Jade you are too special .Through your family,friends and your fans that will never happen.My prayers are with you all and i hope you have a wonderful wedding you deserve it good luck sweetheart god bless you and thank you.P.S.you have never looked more beautiful than you do now its true what they say beauty comes from within and your,s is shining through .Try and keep that gorgeous smile going babe hope you have some relief from your pain ,my love to you and your family .love you.x x x Tricia McBride

By Patricia McBride.. Posted February 15 2009 at 9:21 PM.

jade don't give up,you can beat this thing,I wish you the best of luck and all the strength you need,I admire you so much,please look at natural news.com and topics on the health ranger,I believe what is said in these can and has changed peoples lives,lots of love and luck,Ela xxx

By elaine.. Posted February 15 2009 at 6:55 PM.

God Bless you Jade xxxx

By Sue Southcott.. Posted February 15 2009 at 4:56 PM.

Jade you are such a wonderful mum and and a so special person you keep fighting this dont ever give up your boys are a credit to you my thoughts and prayers are with you and your family always xx

By Debbie Baker.. Posted February 15 2009 at 4:17 PM.

i havent stopped thinking bout u since i heard that u have weeks to live i am a mum of 3 kids the thought of leaving them makes me cry and i get upset for u knowing u r going to leave yrs at a young age, i believe in life after death u will always be there with yr boys watching over them and they will never forget what a wonderful mum u were, may u be happy and pain free for what time u have left god bless my darling xxxxxxxx

By june ashwood.. Posted February 15 2009 at 3:52 PM.

soo sory to hear about this all n i hope u get well soon xxxxxxx

By anisa .. Posted February 15 2009 at 1:59 PM.

I have just finished reading todays paper, and i have cried my heart out for you Jade.You are in my thoughts every day i will light a candle for you and pray for you ,your such a brave woman, stay strong for your two wonderful little boys.forever in my thoughts love Ashley xxx

By Ashley Wenn.. Posted February 15 2009 at 2:35 PM.

My heart goes to you Jade you are a very brave woman. I hope there will be a miracle so you can be healed I pray for you all the time do not lose hope. I know it is hard to take but take every day as it comes.

By Gloria Nkhoma.. Posted February 15 2009 at 2:48 PM.

By Gloria Nkhoma.. Posted February 15 2009 at 2:47 PM.

Jade I am amazed at your strenght, to continue being in the public eye, when your world has just crashed down on you. You have made me laugh loads and if I ever remember big brother it you. The public and rich cats made you, and hopefully will have the respect to ensure, your Lovely sons are cared for and continue to live a happy and wonderful life. I will continue to pray for you ever day.

By Jinty.. Posted February 15 2009 at 1:53 PM.

Listen Jade, my bloody hair is falling out and I do not have cancer yet you still look better than I do!

I am just optimistic that you will get through this and do not believe that your time is up yet. I have a distinctive feeling that you have been selected to tell the story of this ravaging disease and bring awareness to many nad I will pray that I am right.

Wish you the very est with this battle which you WILL CONQUER GIRL. Lots of love and many more years yet WILL BE ADDED TO YOUR LIFE.

Angela xxx

By Angela.. Posted February 15 2009 at 1:14 PM.

my heart goes out to jade i had to go though cancer just like jade the doctors should have gave her the tests long before now and its not nice so why dont people just give jade a break she doing wot she doing for her kids good on you jade you keep strong girl and do wot wot you have to all we can do for you is pray

By debbie.. Posted February 15 2009 at 9:24 AM.

Jade you look gorgeous, you can be proud and your boys will be very proud of you. All the best.

By Debbie.. Posted February 15 2009 at 8:37 AM.

jade i think your amazing, i wish with all my heart you beat this tragic illness babe, you are an insparation to everyone that knows you, you are so brave an wounderful in everything you do,it seems in life only good die young,but no 1ever told us the next verse did they???? but i rekon its gotta go wth we'l just live on somewhere thats brighter better an be meeting up wth the people thats ment the world in our worlds now then an after then....? love you give to the world will live forever an ever an keep living in all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

By debbie copping.. Posted February 15 2009 at 3:33 AM.

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